Hey there! Welcome back to Truthful Tuesday. I’m so glad you’re here. I haven’t written because I didn’t think I had anything worth sharing, but then I realized I’m sharing LIFE with you, so here goes. This past week was a REALLY rough one emotionally, and I really got off track with my goals, both writing and fitness related. I got my workouts in but did not eat according to my meal plan AT ALL. I was just a complete wreck and I let that get in the way of everything. This morning I woke up knowing that it was time to GET OVER IT. Time to be POSITIVE and let go of what I cannot control, and take charge of what I can! I let this last week get away from me, but no more. I could be upset with myself, or I can give myself a tiny little break and be thankful that I regrouped when I did. Today, I choose self love and happiness!
Full Disclosure Coming Up!
Surgery or Not?
I’m struggling with a decision about whether to, and when to have shoulder surgery. I did not injure it, I just have some chronic issues in there from the surgery I had 11 years ago (scar tissue, some bursitis and bicep tendon inflammation). I really dread the thought of another rehab and recovery, so I’m trying to decide if the pain is bad enough to warrant it yet – and it not now, when? I am not able to give my upper body training 110% like I want to, and I know the shoulder is holding me back, but I am struggling coming to a decision. I keep hoping it might improve and I won’t have to decide! That has gotten me down over the last couple of weeks, then combined with last week, I’ve just not been able to get myself together.
Starting My Own Business
I also took a leap of faith and started my own business (direct sales) – and it’s hitting me that I don’t know how well I can really do at this!!! I’ve been needing a little extra income for a while and they had an offer that was too good to pass up, so I didn’t 🙂 But now it’s starting to sink in that wow, I don’t really know a lot of people and I don’t want to “turn off” anyone I do know by sharing too much. However, I know I need to pay my bills so…. catch 22. I’m really excited to get products in hand so I can use them myself and be able to speak firsthand about them. What’s that saying “everything worth having happens outside of your comfort zone”?
Uncertainty and Stress
So today it feels like everything is kind of uncertain in my little corner of the world and I sure hope I can manage to get things back on track, because I do NOT do stress well at all. I hope it will pass soon but I cannot control that no matter how much I wish I could. I have to take a deep breath and send some positive vibes out that everything will work out SOONER rather than later.
Suck It Up Buttercup!
I want my corner to be happy again!!! And there’s only one person who can make that happen – ME!!!
Most folks are about as happy as they make up their minds to be.
Today, finally, I am choosing happiness. The stress is still there but a positive mindset can conquer just about anything! With the right attitude ANYTHING is possible, and I am sorry that it took me a week to really get this into my head.
Stay PAWSITIVE my friends!